Maya struggles internally with the traumatisation she has experienced through the experience of violence, at the same time she takes steps to defend herself on different levels against being a victim. The abused body does not collapse, Maya tries to reinvent herself intuitively, she tries all to regain her dignity. We try to get close to Maya in order to mirror her emotional world and yet consciously “fail” with this intention. In this way a closeness goes hand in hand with a temporal distance thus mirroring the ambivalence of the character and the state she is in. In order to be able to truthfully depict character’s journey the narrative constantly draws a state of suspension – between trauma and dream, memory and repression, truth and lie, closeness and distance, control and letting oneself drift – in which Maya drives through the world like a decoupled island longingly, intuitively and sensually.